I remember when you were little: you weren't that interesting. The television show Cheers was much more interesting than you. You've always had imagination but no application. Your lack of application reveals itself over and over again. Your attempts at creating something worthwhile, brings to mind only a sense of a little boy trying very hard to impress his peers. Your peers will never love you. Remember when you were in 8th grade and you didn't make the head of captain of the football team and you threw that little hissy fit. It never changes does it. The hissy fits. Over and over again with the hissy fits. Now you are 30, and you seem scared again. You are very good at being scared. You were always scared of work. Your body couldn't handle it. A weak body for a weak boy.