Salvia Christmas

Threw christmas eve party

for some reason somebody brought salvia

room starting pounding in on me

somebody spit and totally lost reality

two people are just staring weirdly now

i'm sitting here now

alone

next to a christmas tree

a glass of rum and coke

and a dvd of a fire burning with crackling sounds

my head is starting to pound

oh my god

the heating just kicked on

sounds really intense

have a headache

also feel really horny

i think if my girlfriend was here, i would jump on her naked and do many things

oh my god

this is a strange christmas

everybody left the party

i'm alone

i wish jordan castro was here

if jordan castro was here

i would know what to do

jordan castro would tell me to lay down and calm down

I've been doing buddhist breathing exercises trying to calm down

this is funny

my fingers feel like rubber gumbi like substances extending from my body

i feel like my sentences are all synthetic and not analytic