I feel like I've spent the last year making shit up
I make up about five to six life plans a day
everyone i know is talking about their life plans
there is an endless amount of life plans going around
I can't seem to be able to snatch one up
My life plan was to go back to school.
I was working at Lone Star and everyone was going to school
and I thought, "Oh, it seems like a good idea, go to school. Sounds great, that's a life plan."
So I started going
I think maybe I thought I would drop out and have more excuses of why I'm so useless
But I kept going
Because the government keeps giving me a lot of money to go
And then I met a woman who is in college
and now I am a college man that dates a college woman
And now I have taken my two required spanish classes and I just finished my first math class and now I'm half way through my second one. And I'm not failing these math classes, I'm actually passing them and doing fine.
Basically after I pass this math class, everything difficult will be over. Or everything I don't want to do will be over, and I'll be able to graduate in the spring no problem.
I've emailed a bunch of people asking them questions about what I should do.
I kept thinking I want to something for people so I'm getting a political science with applied sociology minor.
But I don't know about that.
I think I still want to entertain and write.
I don't know
I even considered going to Hollywood for five minutes.
Or being a travel writer.
Or going to south korea and teaching english.
maybe going to New Zealand.
Maybe going to New York City
I don't know.
I know I want to leave Youngstown.
I don't think there is anything else I need to do here.
I look around and feel like my work is done here.
I feel like I'm an entertainer.
Like that is calling.
I wouldn't even mind working in radio or a TV show.
Which sounds odd.
I don't know.
Somebody tell me some of their life stories, maybe it'll help me think about my life.